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LESSONS I LEARNED!
When you shall be at your lowest level of your life, undergoing an illness or in the worst case, close to pass away - you’ll experience the following list of events:
The majority of people will be there - just to catch a memory, trace, audio recording, video registration, short, picture or screenshot of you. A chat, conversation or brief discussion. Why? Because of the sudden event you underwent, not for the pleasure to keep in touch with who, once was their friend. That’s the current situation of this generation. People, relatives, friends as they pretend to be called, who appear instantly and magically when something push at their door - promising a role, benefit or visibility for something - disappeared for decades, years when anything was there. When - you were only Giuseppe.
People who becomes supportive and helpful only when TV programs call them and instructing them what to do. When secret services give them awareness of the situation.
People change their characters, decisions and opinions on what - everyday - pushes at their door.
You know what? Keeping my dog out of this opinion- I could appreciate nobody who had the personality and character to keep the previous ones out and talk to me, seriously - as nothing was behind our shoulders. Just discussing about what my conditions were, what my disease may have been and what solutions may have been taken. Just a conversation like two guys - not involved in anything and free to speak and discuss about everything with no imminent threats coming from the back. No one. Each one is incredibly relied on something that keep oneself tied at a chair. Nobody - like I have been and I am trying to be - capable and courageous to say: that’s what I think and I suggest you - coming from the deep of my heart. No influences by external affairs, people or authorities. That’s what I suggest and I think about you!! I am doing this for you - just because I am not scared, frightened by them and what they might do to me. Sometimes, and the more the time goes ahead, the more it is becoming often, I feel like I’m fighting alone against a system, wall, demons, evils and hyenas masked with peaceful faces - right there - just to intercept an opportunity. To take something by me or by who’s currently behind me - enlarging benefits and money for capturing memories and records - that instead, they were supposed to be taken - decades ago. What are we talking about ?!!
I am feeling like the only idiot - that - if someone I care for - is in danger or struggling with someone/something - I am there to bail him out regardless of the consequences. Regardless of what could happen after. Not caring for the threats because I have nothing to lose and especially - most importantly - I care much more than a human relationship rather than a material promise, gift. Times have chanced - in a worse manner - and people you can trust, no longer exist. They’re purchasable like if they were products in a grocery shop. There’s no loyalty anymore. There’s no caring anymore for a relationship. There are only interests and ambitions to chase despite others’ struggles. This society has lost what decades ago existed. When money missed and opportunities came - the real ones emerged.
what I think today is:
“Never sell your character for money. Never lose it for anything else. Because when you do it- you’ll definitely lose who you are.The respect for yourself.”
And just founding my life on this quote- that I feel myself alone. Not in terms of relationships, but looking at the imminent future. Hope for the future. A future where all the Governmental offices, Police and Army officers are aware of what’s going on. What happened and still happening, right now. That’s the most frightening and alarming situation- where currently the “poor (me and who is impersonating me)” is surviving. No hopes, unfortunately. When the whole local and national Government - lacks of security, respect of laws - punishing instantly who commits crimes - it cannot be called “SAFE PLACE WHERE TO LIVE”. A place where even digital books - rewritten and translated from Italian to English - explain facts and truths behind yourself, unless and regardless of what instead, medical checks have been affirming for almost 3 years. It’s a crap. It’s a shit country where to escape away from asap.
Reminder: for who thinks to be smarter and more clever - releasing and making expatriate guys, children or “promising” future students abroad. Just a reminder. I’ll be the first your enemy, wherever you will go. As always I explained, who owns a bad bloodline marker - just like me- has to suffer the same and identical penalty like me. No freedom. No romances. No students. Just like me. Homeless, cashless, without human rights and dignity. That ball have to be “benefitted” by Americans - not surely by “fake clean bloodline escapers”, right? Law - according to my view and uses - is equal for everyone! If it happens, I’ll start from the bottom to list all the involved people. Their origins, relatives bonds and affiliations. I’m exhausted to be slaved 24/7.
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