#MyDailyThought_18
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Not only I had been stricken deadly to stop my activity. Even, since that day - I have been continuously observed all the time to catch every detail of my life. Even what I think about a girl. What I like. I have my opinion and to be honest, I am pretty sure of it. They’re replicating everything about me for transferring it to another Giuseppe (models, influencer, friend of mine, cousin) - legally entitled to stay between people - publicly (they think so even if I know all his family). The question is: what’s the advantage of being mafioso? What does it bring to your personal satisfaction? What advantages? Watching for illusions outside ? Observing fantasies and virtual realities while your life is totally replicated to others?! Which power/benefit/richness/recognition does it bring to your life, if the final result is surviving against poverty, homelessness and lack of food and water beyond all the penalties, revenges behaved against you for having chosen to not make part of this group! I’d like to be explained what being “mafioso” means?! What benefit follows this status ….and above all, what benefit should I expect if, everything I do, think, suppose, imagine, is in real time, taught to others ?? How should I feel? What should I do observing others executing exactly what I think, imagine - being conscious - that it won’t be part of my life?
You all really think that just smiling across the streets (maybe because someone is teaching it to you - as a course, specializing, mastering in terminal care therapy by remote meetings ) ????? What the fuck I could feel just hearing, seeing a smile, laugh ? Do you think I may feel better, less worried and nervous, edgy ? Less tormented about my agony? Out of mind, really! If someone has really thought to make all this idiocy thinking that I would have been happier - it’s insane. Gossiping and entertaining on my life while I’m deceasing. Madness at the craziest level. Trying to speculate and earning on a deadly life. There’s no place, seat left free in all the structures. Someone may say. Considering the enormous number of expenses - in just 6 months - beginning from the date of the “accident” - you would have built a new, fresh and empty end of life care facility . Just 6 months to start and end up the whole project. A public, commonplace, shared and useful building for unlucky people like me fell in sickness for “accident”. A public structure shared with the whole community - but, each one of the patients would have enjoyed a better treatment and peace of life. Electricity, phone, internet, food and water properly provided - no poisons for fastening the process of dying - people who to talk with in selected breaks. Clear and transparent surveillance skipping cases of disappearances or misdiagnosed diseases. Possibility to enjoy a game, videogame experience at a cheaper monthly cost. At this time, it would come to my mind to think that whatever you are doing is only to pursue your scope, aim, economic goal. Not for helping disadvantaged and sick people like me letting, even after the imminent death, a common place for everyone - when required - creating a workplace and keep the local economy climbing despite the abandonment of a carcass into a property confiscated to mafia and criminals. This is insane, just imagining. It’s insane and mad all the environment around me. There would be a moment in which someone should shame of himself/herself for what he/she is doing. My family is supposed to shame itself, first! Recording all the time to leave a legal proof of essential supporting trying to bypass, escape and skip the statement I filled in time ago about my legal deed to succeed. It’s ridiculous and silly. Using TVs and media to exasperate a guy, already fighting for a wanted inconvenience that locked definitely his life. Using their friends as a trap to create a sort of brainwashing, brainstorming. I don’t suffer envy or jealousy. I live and I always loved to live my life according to my peace of mind - not caring about others. You all could create all the imaginable events, dates and meetings using my personal data, privacy and captured/stolen habits - I don’t care. That all my bloodline (obvious and less known/recognized) did what they like. Fucking. Dating. Procreating new children despite my choice to not make it. That could have already procreated an unwanted child - I am sorry for that. It’s not been my pleasure. I didn’t know - at the time - I was mafioso. I didn’t know all the bloodline bonds and branches - above all those less known, recognizable on documents. Therefore, you can do whatever ! It’s pointless/senseless. Especially, procreating a new bloodline of mafiosi - even growing up in “clean families”. It’s not a short term issue. It’ll be it for the next decades. Just like happened to me. As I have been stricken like a mafioso - same destiny shall hit them. And again, same drama.
Same mistake. No matter what you do - as you hit me and destroyed my life - equally will happen to them. There’s no exclusion of treatment. As I can’t do anything, equally it must be for everyone those who are in charge, entitled with this mark, brand behind the shoulders. What’s the sense, point to create tenth, twentieth of children using my friends or other “horses” - just because you chose to transfer an hidden business on his own shoulder - keeping it hidden to me (original producer) to avoid scandals and obvious wars for claiming the idea’s ownership. Let’s go and all the others idea - are my ideas, drafts. I don’t care what you think. They have been stolen to me without my permission and above all intruding unknowns into the flat where I used to live. This represents a robbery. Intellectual property’s robbery. It doesn’t deserve any act of indulgence. Just severe penalties. Dear father, you have to “respond” legally into a Court for what you made. No matter what “recognized or unrecognized son/daughter” you’re using for your dirty interests controversially to my situation. Your revenge on me will be punished sooner or later. No chances. No one has ever escaped to it. Neither someone who was the king of criminal environments. T.R. Neither the boss of the TV. Everyone died. You’ll be not the first and last person to escape it. Trust me. However, make whoever you like the most - fuck all the existing girls. No matters. What truly matter is the money you have to give me sooner or later. Even if you’re taking advantage of the incredible and insignificant Italian bureaucracy to escape from legal and imminent proceedings coming on my head. Making hidden and unrecognized, unlucky and unfortunate children under different family’s names - it will not figure out the main issue. Bloodline. From the closest to the farthest direct line, from the first to the 4th generation - belonging to my blood - it’ll be all the time, the same way! No job, no work, no businesses, no socialization. Nothing. Just like me. You may create marriages between relatives (cousins, brothers, sisters). No chances. It’ll be a failure, again. Stop being as an idiot. Stop making your other “sons” dating with girls. They deserve a normal life. Dumb and silly carrying on in creating a family of children before someone became “formally rich”. 😉
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