DailyReflection#5
JOSEPHNOTES
Is there anyone who has ever felt, day by day, to become more stupid and dumb than the day before?? I am trying this event leaving me petrified!!
Unless basic and essentials daily tasks, I hardly find a way to think, imagine or figure out much more complex questions, troubles. It’s a lack of capability that started to fall suddenly. I think it isn’t only lack of focus, concentration. I believe there’s much more behind it and it is beginning to worry me. Physical decline can be accepted. But brain decline is concerning.
When you look at people around you , continuously trained themselves by national teachers, being able to do extraordinary things - regardless of their background, education or family’s origin, leaves me with no breathing. I have to be honest, I am not talking about mathematical skills, language skills or some kinds of logical intelligence. I am talking about capabilities to catch signals, instructions (regardless if they like them or not) and run them! Even people (with all my personal respect) that for decades did manual works - are able to execute magnificently things that are not common! What’s wrong ?! What’s happening ?! My personal regression has been confirmed by myself - already 2 years ago - no doubts! Reason? No proofs, only hypothesis, doubts!
But, around me, all this progression despite my decline ? Is it sane? Which is the reason behind my failure in the meaning time someone is teaching the whole population that surrounds me ?! Why am I currently able to process images, instantaneous moments my eyes watch into actions, reactions and thoughts?! And even though my doubts were well founded, which benefit would it bring others ? And why? For what reason, being a number in the society?
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